She thought…
she said to herself….that things would be a lot easier if she vanished… She was fading away… She didn’t say a word, but she kept smiling on the outside. She felt that her world was falling apart… She wanted to be unilluminated, isolated and quiet but circumstances wouldn’t allow her to do so…
Also, she didn’t have the heart to leave all those who mattered to her, whether or not they were there for her those times she needed them…
Often people misuse or mistaken her for being her. Yet no one sees that part of her…People often label her as the strong, arrogant, dramatic girl (Well also many more names) yet she was just being herself in her very own way. She has gone through many phases in life. Seeing families fall apart, friends breaking up, losing best friends also losing that one friend that she thought would be with her no matter who leaves.
There were times she thought there wasn’t going to be light at the end. She knows the path was right but she didn’t know if she deserved to walk through it…
Then, she realized that she shouldn’t stop, at least not now…knowingly or unknowingly she’s been the reason why some people are who they’re today. She’s never envy of those who excel and greater heights in life. She was never not happy for someone yet as always people were never happy and always judgemental about things she does.
No matter how much she chooses not to care……
She’s still a girl with a heart…
Specially for all the pretty & strong souls out there
By, Mel