To begin with, I am really proud of you. Things has not been easy for you lately, yes I know and I am truly sorry for that. You battled so hard each and every day and I am amazed that you managed to come through the experience. Despite all that you have been through, you have managed to keep your heads up, smile and keep fighting throughout the journey.
One thing for sure, be proud of everything that you have done in your life and the person you have become now.
Now listen to me, please do not be so hard on yourself. Take some time to breathe and tell yourself that everything is going to be okay and make sense to you one day. All the frustration, devastation, pain will be worth it in the end. Remember that everything happens for a reason. Breathe, be patience and trust your life path. You are stronger than anything or anyone that has been trying to drag you down. Try not to be so hard on yourself, we both know you are doing the best that you can.
I know, I truly know that you feel like you have to put a smile on your face everywhere you go to whoever you met along the way just to hide that pain, the struggles away by portraying positive act in public. The crucial thing you should know that it is okay to cry, learn to let yourself be angry, feel all the emotions, to be sad. Go ahead, let yourself say it ; ‘I am sad’’. Cry because it is okay to feel the sadness. The fact that you are feeling it all makes you feel alive.
I love and adore how you care for your friends, how you love them, how you tend to put them first before yourself. I love that you are very considerate and you want the people around you to be happy but you know that sometimes all you need is to take some time for yourself. You need to realize how significant you are and that you cannot help others if you yourself is broken and that is why, you over everyone else first.
I truly love that you keep learning as time passes that you cannot t fix everything even if you wanted it to be fixed badly, you learn that you cannot fix everyone and that at times in life, we will encounter people that you need to cut them from your day to day life when you know they no longer bring you any positivity. Do not take everything so personally and let others bring you down. When people starts to hurt you, try to look at the other side of the coin. Try to understand their side of story because I am very sure that there must be a reason for them to be so. Forgive, forgive and forget. Let their wrongdoings remain in the past because not everything is always how it seems to be.
This love letter is my closest way to reach you and I hope that it helps you to keep inspiring others and lift them up. Thank you for never giving up and for being so tough. Stand tall, be the beautiful you, more beautiful than ever.
You know you deserve the world and beyond so go and grab it.
Written by,Nurin Sofiya binti Zaini
Edited by,Nur Izzah Arrina binti Muhamd Nasir